Website Update: When Roles Reverse
I just updated the website with a new hour-long scene! Here are some excerpts and screenshot previews from the scene's official description:
One of the things I love about making unscripted amateur porn is the element of surprise - that adrenaline-rush that comes from having no idea what will happen next! Even when things don't turn out quite the way I'd hoped or planned, the outcome can still be surprisingly hot!
This is one of those scenes that didn't quite go as expected. The original idea was to give K-Snakes a chance to show off his skills as a "top," something he didn't get to do in his scene with Beno. I decided to pair him with Tori because let's face it, the handsome young half-Filipino brother has a FLAWLESS ass and I couldn't wait to see it split open by a pipe as big as the one hanging between K-Snakes' legs!
When things didn't go according to plan, however, we had to negotiate a fair compromise that reversed the roles for the day and turned into BBA's first-ever "flip-flop" scene! See for yourself what happened when the scene's original "top" found himself bent over the futon with a dick up HIS tight ass instead!
Tori hangs out at my apartment on a Saturday afternoon, enjoying a rum-and-coke and answering a few questions while we wait for K-Snakes to arrive. Tori hasn't even seen a PICTURE of his scene partner yet, so he's understandably nervous about how the day's shoot will go.
I keep the camera running as K-Snakes shows up at my apartment and meets Tori for the very first time. Neither guy is very talkative, so there's not much of an introductory interview.
Less than thirty minutes after meeting for the first time, Tori and K-Snakes are nervously leaning in for their very first kiss. No matter how many times I film scenes like this, my dick still gets rock-hard while watching two hot, horny black guys go from being complete strangers one minute to getting naked and FUCKING just a few minutes later! 
Tori wastes no time yanking down K-Snakes' pants and placing the boy's sweaty teenage dick in his mouth. Watch as it quickly grows to a VERY impressive size in response to Tori's dick-sucking skills!
As both boys shed their clothes, curiosity and lust displace their initial wariness of each other. After enjoying some good head from Tori, K-Snakes leans over to return the favor. This is Tori's first chance to sit back, relax, and enjoy getting his dick sucked by his scene partner. (Beno didn't reciprocate at all, and Suspense only barely sucked his dick in their scene together). Tori clearly LOVES the attention, moaning in pleasure as K-Snakes deep-throats that dick like a pro! 
Tori suggests they move into a "69" position. Tori sucks on K-Snakes' dick like a kid licking a gigantic lollipop - pumping his own dick in and out of K-Snakes' mouth at the same time.
Although he told me going into this scene that he wasn't sure about eating ass, K-Snakes can't resist the temptation of Tori's gorgeous butt staring him right in the face, and he decides to dive in for a taste! He buries his face DEEP in that beautiful ass, grabbing and smacking and prying apart those pretty brown cakes to feast on the prized possession within. He laps hungrily at his co-star's sweet hole, poking his tongue as deep as it will go while Tori gasps and moans in response. K-Snakes switches between sucking Tori's dick one minute to licking that ass the next - as if he can't decide which one he enjoys doing more!
The boys take their sexual acrobatics to the floor, where the action heats up even more! There's lots of sloppy-wet dick-sucking as Tori straddles K-Snakes' face and fucks his wet mouth. It's nice to see Tori take control for a change.
"You like that dick?" he encourages K-Snakes, who soaks that dick with so much saliva that it's literally dripping with spit! "I like that sloppy shit!" Tori exclaims. 
K-Snakes lifts Tori's legs and dives in for a second round of feasting on that tasty ass! This scene features a generous amount of ass-eating, including some great close-up shots of Tori's tight and tantalizing little pucker.
Eventually, K-Snakes gets to put more than just his tongue up that amazing ass!
Don't let this scene's title mislead you - the fucking is hot while it lasts! The room echoes with the sounds of squishy-warm butt-fucking as K-Snakes plunders Tori's ass in several positions.
The striking contrast of K-Snakes' smooth, dark skin against Tori's honey-brown complexion (as well as the six-year age gap between them) makes this part of the scene even more erotic and stimulating, in my opinion!
Unfortunately, sometimes a new guy like K-Snakes gets overwhelmed by the pressures of fucking on camera to the point that he can no longer perform, and this turned out to be one of those days! But after talking things over (off-camera), K-Snakes reluctantly agrees to "bottom" for Tori instead, in order to save the scene.... 
Click here to read the rest of this scene summary and check out more hot screenshot previews.
If you're already a BBA member, click here to enjoy this scene any time you'd like!
I should warn you that the file size for Part 1 is a little larger than usual because I couldn't find a good break-point that wouldn't seem disruptive to the natural flow of the action. Hopefully you'll understand what I mean when you check out the scene for yourself.
This is usually where I'd share a few behind-the-scenes stories, or add a personal reflection or two on the scene, but it's already past 7 a.m. Sunday morning and I desperately need to get some sleep! I think I'm pretty straightforward about what turns me on the most about a scene in the official scene summaries anyhow.
Before I forget, I'd love it if anyone can figure out what Tori says to K-Snakes at 15:46 in Part 2.
As you've probably already noticed by now, I usually try to provide subtitles for the bits of dialogue that I think might be hard for viewers to hear and/or understand. But this was one I just couldn't decipher even after replaying it dozens of times!
By the way, let me take a moment to say that I *love* how expressive Tori gets in his scenes. He is probably second only to Beno when it comes to being BBA's most verbally expressive model. Although in contrast to Beno, I think Tori's exclamations are much more natural and spontaneous, less self-conscious and theatrical than Beno's if that makes any sense. Which makes them even hotter, if you ask me!
Have a great rest of the weekend, everybody, and I hope you enjoy the scene!
Website Update: Breaking Beno
I'm excited (and relieved) to announce that I've *finally* updated the website with BBA's first interracial scene of 2010!
Here are some excerpts from the scene's official description (adapted in part from my previous blog entry):
Beno has definitely been my biggest challenge so far.
In all of his previous scenes, he has stubbornly refused to suck dick or even let another guy's fingers or tongue near his ass! I've tried my best to respect Beno's restrictions, not wanting to scare him away too soon. I've been content to admire his impressive skills as BBA's most aggressive and talented "top" while waiting patiently for my best chance to make Beno an offer he couldn't refuse - and basically bribe him into letting me break down his sexual boundaries!
My patience and persistence is finally beginning to pay off! No, I haven't been able to talk Beno into getting fucked YET - although believe me when I say I'm still trying! But any time I can get a strict "top" like Beno to go from saying, "You can look but you can't touch!" to "You can lick but you can't fuck!" - well, now, that's a good day's work if you ask me! And a definite step in the right direction!
This scene brings you nearly two full hours of Beno like you've NEVER seen him before....doing things you probably never thought you'd see him do!
[SPOILER ALERT: If you don't want to find out about this scene's hottest surprises in advance, STOP READING NOW!]
There's no pre-action interview this time. I was eager to make the most of my encounter with Beno, not knowing if or when I'd have an opportunity like this again.
I try to break the ice with some kissing. Beno seems a little quiet and hesitant at first, and I can't say I blame him. After all, Beno and I have been working together for awhile, but never before in a situation like this! I've always been his director and cameraman - not some lust-crazed white guy with my tongue down his throat!
As I explore Beno's mouth with my tongue, however, the horny beast within Beno awakens and begins reciprocating my kisses with surprising intensity and desire. The kissing grows increasingly passionate and aggressive as Beno and I taste and explore each other's mouths for the very first time. As Beno sucks on my neck and licks my nipples, I reach around to grab my first handful of the tight little muscle-butt I've been dreaming about touching for months.
As I continue devouring Beno's sexy lips, pausing from time to time to lick his neck and nibble on his ears, I slowly strip Beno out of his clothes. My eager hands roam every inch of the smooth, muscular body I've been hoping to possess since the very first day Beno walked through my door. 
I devote extra attention to the beautiful ass that has been strictly forbidden to me (and all of Beno's scene partners) up until now - grabbing it, rubbing it, squeezing it, and even running my finger down its tight, sweaty crack.
....There's plenty of hot and sensual foreplay for you to enjoy, but my favorite part comes when Beno teases me by lowering his face near my dick, then blowing his warm breath and rubbing his thick lips along the shaft of my dick without once ever actually putting the thing in his mouth!
"You like that, don't you?" he teases with a sexy, devilish grin, knowing how badly I've been wanting to feel those juicy lips of his wrapped around my dick!
But that's a special treat I'm saving for later.... 
First, Beno lies back and smokes a cigarette while I kneel between his legs and worship his uncut dick with my mouth. This is Beno in his "natural habitat," grabbing the back of my head and thrusting in and out of my mouth with the instinctive confidence of a horny black boy being serviced by an older white man.
"You like that dick, don't you?" he grunts, smacking his hard, wet dick against my face....
But of course that's not the ONLY part of Beno I've been wanting to taste! I've also been craving a taste of that ASS since Beno first showed up for his solo "audition" and insisted that it was strictly off-limits! Scene after scene, I've watched those tempting mounds of flesh rise and fall as Beno has pounded away at some helpless boy's ass, dreaming of the day I might be lucky enough to bury my face between them!
My dream finally comes true when Beno lies on his stomach and I dive in for my first taste of his tight, tiny hole.... 
Now I've yet to meet a straight boy or "top" who DOESN'T like having his ass licked, and Beno is no exception! In fact, I think it's fair to say this is the most passionate, aggressive, and VERBAL ass-eating session I've filmed so far! Beno groans and curses and writhes in delirious pleasure as I feast on one of the sweetest assholes I've ever had the pleasure of tasting!
"You like that ass, don't you?!?" Beno growls as I bury my face deep in his ass. "That's the closest you gettin' to that shit, nigga! Eat that shit!" 
I take a break every so often to rub my nose up and down Beno's crack, inhaling the sweet aroma of sweaty black ass! I devour that delicious hole in a variety of hot positions, including Beno on his stomach, on his back, and sitting on my face - savoring every second of this moment I've waited so long to enjoy! [....]
Don't miss several classic "too close for comfort" moments when my tongue and fingers venture a little deeper than Beno would like!
My biggest and most satisfying "conquest" of the day comes when I convince Beno to suck dick on camera for the very first time.
"I've been avoiding this scene!" Beno admits, later explaining, "I don't suck dick. That ain't me. So don't get the wrong idea!"
This is Beno like you've NEVER seen him before - licking and slurping and slobbering on another man's dick! 
Click here to read this scene's summary in its entirety and check out more hot screenshot previews.
If you're already a BBA member, click here to enjoy my encounter with Beno any time you'd like!
It's nearly *two full hours* of hot interracial tongue-kissing, cock-sucking, and ass-licking that I think will surprise and thrill a lot of the Beno fans out there....especially those of you who've been dying to see him do something other than simply get his dick sucked and fuck! I have my own personal list of the moments that caught my attention while editing the raw footage and had me stroking my dick more times than I'd like to admit. (No, that *wasn't* the reason for the delay 
!). But to avoid spoiling anything, I'll wait a little bit before saying anything more....
Another thing I wanted to mention is that this scene is kind of a hybrid between the two types of interracial scenes I usually film. The elements of reluctance, embarrassment, monetary persuasion, and conquest are definitely there for those who enjoy those themes in my films. Yet for those of you who *aren't* usually turned on by those themes, there's also actually a surprising amount of passion and chemistry between Beno and me throughout much of the scene (I realize I'm biased, but I think you'll agree).
Again, I'm truly sorry for the longer-than-usual wait between new scenes! When I posted the teaser about this latest scene with Beno, I honestly thought it would be ready no later than Monday or else I never would have mentioned a specific day. My intention was simply to reassure you that despite the bad news I shared earlier in the week, exciting new scenes are still in the works. I was trying to give you something to look forward to during the wait - not torture you as turned out to be the case 
!
Things obviously ended up taking much longer than expected - partly due to the length of the scene but also because of circumstances outside of my control. I'm the kind of person who'd rather take the extra time needed to prepare a product I'm proud to share with my fans and customers than rush things and do a hasty and half-assed job! Still, I sincerely apologize for any inconvenience and frustration this delay may have caused!
I'll leave you with another one of this scene's memorable moments that I'd always imagined but didn't think possible there for awhile! Just a few seconds later, my fresh, steamy cum will be splattered across Beno's face and neck....
Enjoy 
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You Knew It Was Only A Matter Of Time!
I'm pleased to announce that BBA's first interracial scene of 2010 will be me getting my hands on BBA's newest and most notorious "top"!
C'mon, now, you knew it was only a matter of time
! I've been craving at least a *taste* of that ass since the very first day Beno walked through my door. And even though he insisted that his cute little muscle-butt was strictly off-limits, I wasn't going to give up that easily!
And can you blame me?!? Surely I haven't been the only one drooling over those tempting mounds of flesh while watching Beno smash some helpless boy's ass like it's pussy!
I mean, just look at those pretty brown cakes and tell me you haven't imagined what it would be like to bury your face deep between them!
I'll be honest, Beno's been (and continues to be) my biggest challenge so far.
As Beno's fans already know, in every scene of his so far, he has stubbornly refused to suck dick or even let another guy's fingers or tongue near his ass!
And until now I've respected Beno's restrictions, not wanting to scare him away. I've been content to admire his impressive skills as a "top" while patiently waiting for the best chance to make Beno an offer he just couldn't refuse - essentially bribing him for the privilege of breaking down some of his boundaries!
My patience and persistence is beginning to pay off, and I finally talked Beno into compromising on a couple of things....
No, I didn't talk him into getting fucked! I'm a porn producer, not a magician, LOL. (Although believe me when I say I'm still trying!).
But any time I can get a cocky "top" like Beno to go from saying, "You can look but you can't touch!" to "You can lick but you can't fuck!" - well, now, that's a damn good day's work if you ask me!
And a definite step in the right direction
.
I know I'm a little overdue for the next website update, and I wish I could have had this one ready for you by the start of the weekend. Unfortunately, I've been busy this week auditioning potential new models and dealing with a few other things behind the scenes that have kept me from getting this scene ready as fast as I'd hoped.
It's shaping up to be a lengthy one, too, *at least* an hour long and possibly even closer to two hours of intense interracial action that I think will surprise and amaze a lot of the Beno fans out there, especially those of you who've been eager to see Beno do something other than just get his dick sucked and fuck.
Trust me when I say this is Beno like you've *never* seen him before!
Doing things you probably never thought you'd see him do....
Need I say more
?!?(This scene will hopefully be added to the website no later than Monday. Again, my sincerest apologies for the delay!).
Dealing With The Realities of "Reality Porn"
Now that I'm a producer myself, I'm learning the hard way why that is the case.
Sometimes it's simply due to some change in a model's circumstances or interests. For example, models might move to another city, go off to college, or get involved in monogamous romantic relationships with partners who don't like the idea of their boyfriends sleeping with other men for a living.
For some guys, doing porn is just a spontaneous, short-term thrill like bungee-jumping or sky-diving, something they do once just to say they've done it, but will most likely never do again. For others, it's an impulsive decision, a quick way to pay off a debt or escape a difficult financial situation - a desperate and temporary last resort.
But I suspect that most of the guys who disappear from the porn scene after only one or two scenes do so because of the exposure, harassment, and discrimination that frequently faces those working in the adult entertainment industry. The fact of the matter is that while porn is much more accessible and mainstream than it was just ten or twenty years ago, we still live in a religious, sexually repressive country where there's still a social stigma surrounding porn and the people who make it. The really fucked-up part is that those who make pornography a multi-billion dollar industry by joining its websites and buying its DVD's are the very same people judging, exposing, and shaming their friends and relatives who actually make such adult entertainment possible!
Add to that the fact that there's still such widespread ignorance, disapproval, and even hostility toward men who have sex with men, prejudice that runs especially rampant within the black community - and it's not hard to imagine the kind of treatment that many black males performing in gay porn are subjected to by their families and friends, or understand why that might be too much for some guys to bear. Especially since many of the guys I work with are either straight or bisexual and "on the DL" - guys whose sexual identities are already so confused and conflicted and contradictory to begin with, which of course only increases the risk of them experiencing regrets or complications in their personal lives as a consequence of doing gay porn.
Now I could do what a lot of gay producers do and work exclusively with out-and-proud gay males. I'm guessing that's why there are so many laughably fake scenes on the so-called "straight bait" sites starring girly gay boys trying to pass themselves off as straight virgin frat-boys or jocks and other nonsense like that. Those producers profit from the fantasy of seducing a straight guy while sparing themselves the stress and drama that come with pursuing actual real-life straight boys.
But I choose to work with straight, bi-curious, and bisexual guys "on the DL" because in my opinion they are the most intriguing and exciting to watch and film (although I do work from time to time with some very cute gay boys as well). I assume that if you're a fan of my movies, you probably feel the same way.
But by seeking out this unique brand of "reality porn" (me making it and you watching it), we also have to accept that reality oftentimes fails to conform to our fantasies. Most of these guys will never become popular gay "porn stars" starring in dozens or even hundreds of scenes. Most of them will never go "all the way" (i.e., anal penetration) - at least not for the money I'm able to offer them. And sadly, a lot of them will only appear in one or two scenes before changing their minds or getting scared away from gay porn for good.
With this introduction in mind, here's some sad news about three popular BBA models that we will most likely not be seeing again:
Lil Steve
A couple weeks after Lil Steve filmed the scene in which he tried sucking dick for the very first time, I received an email from him begging me not to release it. Although he didn't go into much detail, I got the distinct sense that friends and/or family members had already found out about his scene with Dragon. Suddenly his curiosity and openness to try new things was now replaced with fear, embarrassment, and regret. I explained that while I understood and sympathized with his concerns, I couldn't take down scenes every time a model changed his mind or experienced regret (a lesson I learned following the Lil Luda fiasco).
That was the last I heard from Lil Steve until a few weeks later when I decided to see if things had maybe calmed down for him enough that he'd consider coming back for another scene. Sadly, he refused to do any more scenes - "no matter the price." And I haven't heard from Lil Steve since.
Lil Steve's decision not to come back for more scenes is disappointing but not surprising. He actually went a lot farther than I ever thought he'd go - I don't think a lot of you appreciate what a huge step it was for him to suck another guy's dick! I just have to be grateful that he gave us as many scenes as he did.
D-Rel
For the past several months, I've tried just about everything to persuade D-Rel to come back for another scene. I've propositioned him with *twice* what he earned for his encounter with me, which was a ridiculously large sum of money to begin with. I even offered to film him in a scene with a female, hoping the promise of pussy might at least lure him back. But every time he has turned me down without any hesitation whatsoever. The last email I received from him read, "Nice try. Have a nice life, bruh!" And he's ignored all of my emails since then.
For several weeks after D-Rel's scene with Suspense, he ignored Suspense's phone-calls and emails as well. I'm not sure if it was because he was embarrassed about everything they'd done together in that scene, afraid that Suspense had learned about him going "gay for pay" with me, or both. Whatever D-Rel's reasons were for avoiding his friend, Suspense honestly thought for awhile that their friendship was over. When school started back up, they began hanging out again, although Suspense told me that D-Rel made it clear he didn't want to hear or discuss anything related to me or BBA.
I still don't know if any of D-Rel's friends or family members have found out about his scenes, or the role (if any) that's played in his refusal to come back for more.
My theory is that D-Rel's scenes scared the hell out of him!!!
More accurately, his *reactions* to those scenes scared the hell out of him. They tapped into and exposed his curiosity if not blatant desire for sex with other guys, both to himself as well as anyone watching. After watching and re-watching D-Rel's scenes several times, I am now convinced of what many of you tried telling me from the very beginning - that D-Rel is bisexual or at the very least bi-curious.
The problem is that I don't think D-Rel's anywhere close to being ready to admit that or embrace it just yet....not even to himself, let alone his family and friends. I honestly don't think he's faking his discomfort or disgust in those scenes. I think his reactions are exaggerated but nevertheless sincere.
And I can't say I blame him. Even though D-Rel has that innocent, wholesome, even goofy quality about him, he's grown up in one of the most impoverished, dangerous, crime-ridden cities in the Midwest, and he's obviously internalized much of the homophobia and repressive definitions of "manhood" that surround him on a daily basis.
Like many of you, I suspect D-Rel might be more experienced with gay sex than he's letting on. I honestly don't know, and I'll probably never know. However, having seen that beautiful asshole up-close, I'm 99.9999% certain the boy's never been fucked!
Still, it doesn't take a rocket scientist to watch D-Rel's scenes and see that trapped beneath that cocky, homophobic straight-boy facade, there's a horny, submissive "bottom" just dying to get out
! (Okay, I admit I didn't see it at first, but with your help it eventually became obvious). Trust me when I say that nobody wanted to see a dick split open that beautiful butt more than me! I'm sure it's only a matter of time before somebody out there unleashes D-Rel's inner freak. And damn do I envy the man lucky enough to pluck that sweet little cherry!!!
I have a feeling that D-Rel's journey of sexual self-discovery has only just barely begun. Sadly, the next chapters in that saga will more than likely be taking place off-camera. I guess we'll just have to imagine what happens next
....
As most of you know, I had it *bad* for this beautiful boy, and it's been extremely hard to accept the fact that I will most likely never see or touch or film him ever again. Who knows how long I'll be doing this, but I have a feeling that even if it's with hundreds of models for decades to come, I will always remember D-Rel as one of my all-time favorites.
Suspense
By far the saddest news I have to share is that Suspense has decided to quit.
Shortly after arriving back in town after the holidays, I received an email from Suspense saying that he no longer wants to do porn, and that he regrets ever meeting and working for me.
It's impossible to put into words just how shocked and hurt I felt while reading his email. I had grown closer to Suspense than just about any other model I've worked with. I truly considered him a friend as well as a model. He too had referred to me as a friend on numerous occasions, and I have dozens of emails from him over the past year in which he's had nothing but positive things to say about his experiences with BBA.
What made Suspense's announcement all the more shocking and bizarre is that *less than a month ago* he was telling me about a friend of his he was trying to recruit for me ("Don't worry, I'll have him at your doorstep naked in no time," he promised in a recent email). He'd also agreed to do a scene similar to Dragon's Schoolboy Confessions in which he'd answer questions from his fans. The scene with Tori was filmed less than three weeks before this email. He had even applied to work for Flavaworks (totally on his own), and was planning to do several video-shoots for them over the holidays!
Now Suspense has had his mood swings in the past, but nothing even remotely close to this!
Reading between the lines, I'm guessing that Suspense experienced some kind of religious "conversion" over the holidays, and that this dramatic change of heart is as much about his guilt and confusion over his sexuality as it is about doing porn. (Keep in mind he attends a very conservative, Christian college). He claimed that money was his only motivation for doing porn, totally forgetting (or deliberately ignoring) the significant role his own bi-curiosity played in all of it. It sounds to me like he's trying to distance himself from anything "gay" as much as possible. In fact, his whole attitude and tone is so drastically different from the last time I saw him that it wouldn't surprise me one bit to learn that he's involved in some kind of deprogramming/ex-gay program.
To give you a sense of just how warped his thinking is right now, he claimed in his email that doing porn "cost him his best friend." This so-called "best friend" is the same "Christian" who Suspense had been planning to live with last summer, who kicked Suspense out when he found out he was doing gay porn. But instead of blaming his self-righteous, hypocritical asshole of a so-called "friend," Suspense blames himself and the porn!
I tried being supportive and letting Suspense know that I'm still here for him if he ever needs anything....money, a place to stay, a sympathetic listener, whatever....no strings attached. And to keep him from totally revising history, I reminded him that he's enjoyed many if not most of his scenes, especially the ones in which he's the top. (I think the videos speak for themselves).
He replied with a snide little email, basically saying I didn't know anything about him and that I need to stop acting like a psychologist who knows what he's thinking and feeling. He also said he never wanted to hear from me again. I'd never seen that cold and sarcastic side of Suspense before.
I've already decided that even in the unlikely case that Suspense would swallow his pride and beg me to do more scenes at some point in the future, I still wouldn't hire him again - he's just too confused and emotionally unstable right now. However, I wouldn't be surprised one bit if at some point even in the near future he changes his mind again and shows up in scenes for Flavaworks or other gay companies. So I guess there's still a little bit of hope for all the Suspense fans out there
. And even if he never performs in gay porn again, I'd bet my life on the fact that he *will* be chasing after guy-on-guy sex again....if he hasn't already, LOL!
This situation with Suspense has definitely hit me the hardest. I'm dealing with it much better now, but for the first couple weeks I was truly depressed. I've been putting off breaking the bad news on the blog, but I knew this was an entry I'd have to write sooner or later. Due to the intimate, reality-porn approach of my movies, I think many of you end up feeling almost as close to the models as I do, and it just wouldn't be fair not to write this "epilogue" to their BBA stories.
The new year's obviously gotten off to a pretty rough start, but I'm trying to focus on the positive and move on.
I honestly believe that all of my models are unique and irreplaceable to a certain degree. But I also agree with a porn producer friend of mine who likes to remind me that Mother Nature has provided us with a limitless supply of beautiful boys. For every hot model we lose today, there are dozens of others still waiting to be discovered, just as hot if not hotter than the one that got away.
Without a doubt, Lil Steve, D-Rel, and Suspense were major BBA players in 2009, and they will definitely be missed!
But it's a NEW YEAR and I'm very proud of BBA's newest models such as Beno, Tori, and Kenny, all of whom are developing loyal fan followings of their own and have already done some exciting work for me so far.
Instead of dwelling too much on the past, I'm trying to focus on the sexy boys still working for me as well as the new boys I've yet to discover, wondering who the Lil Steve's and D-Rel's and Suspense's of 2010 will be!
My LEAST Favorite Part Of This Job!
! The whole thing's truly an addictive experience.My second favorite thing about this job is communicating with fans and customers, especially those of you who follow BBA as passionately, even obsessively, as I've followed my own favorite porn producers in the past. I love reading your blog comments and private emails, finding out which scenes you like or don't like and why, which models are your favorites and why. I like hearing your creative ideas for future video-shoots. And even though I get behind on my email and blogging from time to time, I thoroughly enjoy the ongoing, in-depth correspondences I've struck up with several of you over the past year or so, both here on the blog and privately by email.
My third favorite thing about this job is probably the editing process. It's a lot of fun sitting down and watching the raw footage from a scene I might not have watched or even thought much about since I first filmed it, which in some cases might be weeks or even months ago. I always feel like I'm experiencing it for the very first time....even the scenes that I'm in! Then figuring out the best way to cut that raw footage down to something that captures the story of that particular video-shoot in a suspenseful and stimulating way, keeping things at a reasonable length (which still ends up being *much* longer than most websites) while still preserving the sense that you the viewer are a part of the entire experience with us. That can be rather challenging sometimes, and I know I'm not always successful, but it's a part of the process I really enjoy.
My *least* favorite part of this job, however, is the actual recruiting of new models - something I've been working hard at for most of this week.
Other than the guys who've been introduced to me by other BBA models, I do all of the recruiting on my own. I'll be honest, it's extremely stressful and downright exhausting. Sure, there's the whole thrill-of-the-hunt/love-of-the-chase aspect that can be exciting sometimes. But for the most part, it involves chasing dead-ends and dealing with a lot of immaturity and game-players and bullshit. (Now that I think of it, I guess it's not all that different from online dating, LOL!).
It demands extraordinary persistence and persuasion - hours and days and sometimes even weeks of back-and-forth emails and phone-calls leading up to that solo "audition" - if it even makes it that far! For every Suspense and Lil Steve and Reggie that shows up on the website, there are literally hundreds of rejected applicants I had to weed through to find them. Not to mention the dozens of boys just as hot if not hotter than them who might nibble at the bait but don't bite, or get cold feet and back out at the very last minute, or even worse, say they'll do a scene at a certain time, only to stand me up without so much as a call, apology, or excuse.
At least I'm only dealing with local guys! I was talking with another producer the other day, and he told me that he'd been planning an entire weekend of expensive shoots with a model from clear across the country. He'd paid for the guy's flight and everything, but when he went to greet the guy at the airport, his model was nowhere to be found! The guy never even got on his flight. No calls, emails, text-messages, nothing. At least when a local guy stands me up, it only wastes an hour or two of my time....not an entire weekend and hundreds of dollars!
It's definitely a roller-coaster ride of emotions! Earlier this week, I was extremely discouraged because *nothing* seemed to be happening on the recruiting front. I'd never seen anything like it! It was so bad, in fact, that I resorted to going through old emails and contacting guys who'd expressed an interest in the past but for whatever reason had changed their minds later on. Even then, nobody seemed to be biting!
Then yesterday, suddenly *everybody* seemed to want to do porn, LOL!!! Just as I was beginning to give up hope, I found myself dealing with several exciting prospects all at once....to the point that I now have too many hot potential models wanting to work with me all at the same time! Of course I've been doing this long enough to know that all of that could change overnight, so while I'm feeling hopeful and excited about the possibilities at this particular moment, I could be right back to feeling frustrated and discouraged tomorrow!
Well, as you've probably already guessed by now, I won't be updating the website with a new scene this weekend. Hopefully you've enjoyed this month's three updates so far, and don't go anywhere because I'll be back next weekend with a fourth update before January's over!
This weekend will be devoted completely to filming. Right now it's looking like I will have at least *five* video-shoots scheduled between now and Monday, so it should be exhausting but hopefully exciting at the same time.
I'll be sure to let you know how it goes!
Website Update: Introducing Chris
This weekend's website update is an "audition" I filmed late last summer with a straight ex-military guy named Chris. Here are a few excerpts from the scene's detailed summary:
Chris is a handsome straight guy who likes to run, work out, and party. He recently got out of the military and decided that showing off his naked body for an audience of women and gay men wasn't a bad way to pay off some bills!
Anyone familiar with my movies already knows that I have a weakness for cute, barely-legal black boys fresh out of high school. But every so often a guy like Chris comes along and reminds me that a young black MAN with confidence, maturity, and intelligence can be just as sexy and seductive as any 18-year-old!
So sit back, relax, and enjoy nearly a full hour with this military stud as he shares a few hot stories and bares all on camera for the very first time!
Chris's "audition" begins with an interview in which he shares some interesting stories about his life and sexual experiences. Don't let his boring choice of a porn nickname fool you - Chris has lived a full and exciting life for a young man still only in his mid-20's! Since joining the military straight out of high school, he's traveled all over the world and survived TWO tours of duty in Iraq.
He's enjoyed some wild sexual adventures as well, bedding well over sixty women and participating in three gang-bangs during his military years. It's fascinating to listen as Chris explains how he's able to persuade women to do ANYTHING he wants them to do!
As turned on as I am by listening to this straight military stud talk about his sexual exploits, I'm even more excited to discover what he's hiding under his clothes! Obeying my instructions, Chris slowly strips out of his clothes to reveal a slim, toned body that definitely does not disappoint!
....Chris makes himself at home on my futon and jacks off while watching straight porn. As you examine and admire Chris's body - including his cute, low-hanging balls and well-endowed manhood - try to imagine that lithe young body in action, bucking up and down between some lucky girl's legs! 
Click here to read this scene's summary in its entirety and check out more hot screenshot previews.
If you're already a BBA member, click here to enjoy Chris's "audition" any time you'd like!
Normally I don't like to release a guy's "audition" until I've filmed him in at least one or two action scenes first - mainly because there's always that risk of exposure, harassment, blackmail, etc. for a model once he makes his debut on the site, increasing the chances he'll be scared away before he's hardly begun.
But I've been trying for months now to get Chris back for another shoot, with absolutely no luck whatsoever. The fact that he doesn't have a cell phone or consistent email access makes coordinating his schedule with mine and another model's nearly impossible. He seems to disappear for long stretches of time, and then the few times he pops up out of nowhere, saying he's ready to do a scene, I've either been out of town or already too busy with other models and shoots!
I'm *not* saying I've given up on Chris just yet! There's something about his calm, confident demeanor and sexy, masculine voice that really turns me on, and I'd *love* to witness him in hardcore action (preferably with other guys if I can somehow talk him into it). But I'm trying to bring you new faces and as much variety as possible, so I finally just said "fuck it" and decided to release this scene.
As a funny little side-note, I realized while editing this scene that I must have a fetish for guys with ears that stick out like Obama's . First D-Rel, and now Chris??? Their ears are so damn cute to me for some odd reason!!!
Well, I know my blogging's gotten off to a sluggish start in 2010, but *please* trust that I've been working hard behind the scenes to ensure that this year's content will be even more surprising, arousing, and memorable than anything that's come before!
If all goes according to plan, I'll be filming some hot new scenes over the next couple weeks, including scenes with a very cute straight boy I've been pursuing since the middle of last summer! He's still only nibbling at the bait, but I think he just might bite !
I'll try my best to share more behind-the-scenes news with you over the next few days....some bad, I'm afraid, but some good....when I'm not busy filming.
Have a great weekend, everybody! 
Website Update: Tori Takes A Big-Ass Dick
This weekend's website update features a pairing that many of you have been requesting since you first saw Tori's sizzling-hot "hook-up" with Beno:
Tori and Suspense!
Here are some excerpts from the scene's detailed summary:
After asking Suspense to take dick in his past couple scenes, I knew that I owed him another scene as a "top." When I met Tori and saw how much the masculine "DL" brother enjoyed being fucked, I knew right away he'd be perfect as Suspense's next piece of ass!
When these two horny black boys meet for the very first time, Suspense rediscovers how good it feels to bury his dick in another guy's ass, and Tori faces the challenge of taking a dick bigger than any he's tried taking before!
"That's a big-ass dick!" Tori exclaims repeatedly throughout this scene. For a little extra fun, try turning this scene into a drinking game by taking a shot every time Tori refers to the size of Suspense's dick !
I ask Tori a few questions while we're hanging out at my apartment, waiting for Suspense to show up.
"I'm nervous!" Tori admits with a laugh when Suspense buzzes to be let in the building.
I keep the camera running as both boys meet for the very first time, then begin by asking Suspense a few questions in order to break the ice. Suspense shares a surprising story about his latest girlfriend, who it turns out was actually a fan of his BBA scenes before they began dating, and who still supports him doing gay porn!
It's funny to watch as both boys nervously check each other out before the action begins. Tori's already seen pictures of Suspense on the website, but since Suspense can't access porn from his campus computer, he had no idea what Tori looked like until now!
I ask Tori to stand up, lift up his shirt, and turn around to show Suspense what he'll be lucky enough to enjoy just a few minutes later. Suspense seems pleasantly surprised, and eager for the fun to begin!
Less than thirty minutes after meeting each other, these two complete strangers lean in for their very first kiss. As the kissing continues, they both grow more confident and curious, shedding their clothes and groping each other's dicks in anticipation of what's still to come.
Tori pulls out Suspense's huge dick and stuffs the massive thing in his mouth, struggling to swallow as much of it as he possibly can. He kneels between Suspense's legs and WORSHIPS that dick like the thing of breathtaking beauty it is - sucking, slurping, and occasionally gagging with perseverance and enthusiasm.
"This a big-ass dick!" he declares with envy and amazement and probably more than a little apprehension about where that monster-cock will be wanting to go next!
"You've got a big dick so you gotta go kind of slow!" Tori warns him with a pleading puppy-dog smile.
With Tori on his back and his legs in the air, Suspense eagerly pokes his dick against the half-Filipino boy's hole. It's naturally a struggle to shove something so big into something so small, but Suspense takes his time and lets Tori adjust to the massive intruder. 
For his part, Tori seems both scared AND excited by the challenge of taking a dick as big as Suspense's.
"Put it all the way in one time!" Tori tells Suspense, inviting the challenge head-on - then nearly hyperventilating when he gets his wish!
Suspense can only resist temptation so long before he's FUCKING Tori's tight ass with deep and demanding thrusts. Tori wraps his arms and legs tightly around Suspense's body - cursing and groaning and gasping in pain, but bravely submitting to the experience nevertheless.
"You got a big-ass dick!" he cries out repeatedly, a delirious smile crossing his face as he says it. 
Tori's true test comes when Suspense turns him over onto his stomach and grinds DEEP into his guts with that "big-ass dick."
"You got the WHOLE DICK in me!" he realizes with amazement, burying his face in the pillow to muffle his screams....
Click here to read this scene's summary in its entirety and check out more hot screenshot previews.
If you're already a BBA member, click here to enjoy this scene any time you'd like!
This hot encounter is well over an hour long, including over thirty minutes of *hardcore fucking*!
Some of you might complain (like you did about Beno last week) that Tori and Suspense have been featured too much in my recent updates. Please trust that I am always looking for fresh faces and trying to film hot new scenes as frequently as possible. And as much as I possibly can, I will try to bring you variety from week to week.
But also understand that BBA is still just a one-man operation. My time and budget are limited. Unlike the bigger professional studios, I don't have dozens of full-time models at my fingertips. I only have the time and money to work with so many guys at once, and when I find guys like Beno and Tori and Suspense, guys who are attractive and talented as well as reliable and fun to work with, I'm naturally going to film them as much as I possibly can before they leave for bigger studios, move out of town, change their minds about doing porn, or any number of things that could happen! As a result, you might sometimes see a model more than once in any given month. Also keep in mind that I'm just coming off a busy holiday season in which I was out of town for nearly two weeks and didn't film any new scenes for close to a month, so my scene selection's a little more limited than usual.
I should also probably warn you that Tori repeatedly uses the phrase "big-ass" throughout this scene. "Big-ass" happens to be an adjective used in casual, everyday slang to express that something is large, massive, huge, etc. Neither Tori nor I intended any offense toward those with thick/large bodies and/or bigger-than-average asses !
Oh, yeah, please don't forget to vote for your favorite BBA models and scenes from 2009 if you haven't already! Click here to cast your votes - it's totally anonymous and fun, and it should only take a few minutes of your time. I've decided to extend the voting through the end of January to give as many fans as possible the chance to share their opinions.
Well, I hope you enjoy the latest scene! I'm always eager to hear what you think, for better and/or worse!
Have a great weekend, everybody!
Website Update: Beno Breaks In A Buddy
I hope everyone's been having fun thinking back on BBA's hottest models and scenes from 2009. If you haven't yet voted for your personal favorites, please click here to let me and the models know what you liked most from the past year!
My first website update for the new year is a hot little scene I filmed last month before leaving on vacation, featuring Beno breaking in a new model named K-Snakes. Here are a few excerpts from the scene's detailed summary:
K-Snakes is a masculine, dark-skinned kid from the 'hood who likes to smoke and chill with his homeboys. He just recently turned 18, but he's been messing around with other guys "on the DL" since he was 16.
Beno and K-Snakes have known each other for a few months, but during that time they've only hung out and smoked. K-Snakes admits that he's WANTED to mess around with Beno since the first day they met, and of course Beno's been wanting to try out K-Snakes' tight teenage ass for awhile! Just as he did with Tori, Beno convinced K-Snakes to wait and let me film their first time together. Better yet, K-Snakes considers himself to be a TOP, but Beno was able to talk him into giving that ass up as well!
Watch as these two "smoke buddies" finally take their friendship to the next level and Beno breaks in his homeboy's ass, which he's been drooling over from the day they first met....
Both boys seem restless and impatient for the action to begin, and I can't say I blame them! After all, they've been waiting nearly three months to get in each other's pants! I barely finish the interview before they begin kissing and grinding and tumbling around on my futon like wild dogs in heat....
"I'm finna fuck the shit outta you!" Beno promises in the midst of their passionate foreplay.
"That's wassup, nigga!" K-Snakes replies.
"Strip for me!" Beno orders. K-Snakes does what he's told and strips out of his clothes to reveal a slim, tempting body with smooth, deep-dark skin. As Beno watches his friend get undressed, he gropes his own dick in horny anticipation of the fun still to come. 
Beno bends K-Snakes over the futon, yanks down the boy's boxers, and gets his first up-close look at the ass he's been wanting to fuck for weeks. He spits on his homeboy's tiny asshole and then forces a finger inside him, causing K-Snakes to squirm and cry out in pain.
"That shit feel like VIRGIN ass, dawg!" Beno exclaims excitedly as he thrusts his fingers in and out of his friend. "I'm finna enjoy this shit!"
Beno stands up and shoves his dick deep in K-Snakes' mouth. Grabbing the back of K-Snakes' head with both hands, he aggressively fucks the boy's throat, occasionally pulling out to smack his spit-slimy dick against his friend's face.
"Suck that dick like you want it, nigga!" Beno growls as K-Snakes slobbers and chokes on his rock-hard dick. "Make me want to FUCK you, dawg!"
There's a generous amount of rough and nasty dick-sucking and ball-licking before Beno gets what he REALLY wants - his new buddy's ASS!
K-Snakes' near-virgin hole is so tight that Beno has trouble getting his dick up inside it at first. But with a little effort he's soon able to begin FUCKING the fresh teenage ass he's only been able to fantasize about up until now! 
Click here to read the rest of this scene's detailed summary and check out more hot screenshot previews.
If you're already a BBA member, click here to enjoy this scene any time you'd like!
I know I've fallen really behind on responding to your blog comments lately, but I plan on taking some time over the next couple days to catch up on your comments from December and I look forward to communicating with you more in the year to come....
Pick Your BBA Favorites From 2009!
I can't believe this year (and decade!) is almost over. I hope everyone enjoys a fun and safe New Year's Eve!
I'll kick off the new year with a website update later this weekend, but in the meantime I hope you'll take a few minutes to cast your votes in the 2nd Annual BBA Awards.
Those of you who participated in last year's awards already know they're nothing formal or fancy. There's no red carpet or official ceremony or shiny trophies handed out to the winners. This is just a fun way for you to let me know what you've enjoyed the most over the past year.
To BBA's loyal fans and members, it's a chance to think back on your favorite models and scenes from 2009 and let me and the models know what you liked the most. For me and the models, it's entertaining to see which models and scenes you choose as the winners in each category. Dragon still laughs about winning the "Best Ass" award last year, LOL!
As I reflect on the year's hits and misses, highs and lows, figuring out my plans and goals for 2010, it's helpful knowing which models and scenes you, the fans and paying customers, remember and appreciate the most from the past year. After all, it's only thanks to you that I'm able to continue making movies!
I put together a separate web page for this year's voting. Click here to vote for your favorites in seventeen different categories.
To keep things as fair and accurate as possible, you're only allowed to vote once, so take your time and choose your answers carefully. I know it's probably been awhile since you viewed some of the scenes, so feel free to do a little....ummmmm...."research" before casting your votes
! Voting will last through January 15. I'll announce the official winners (and runners-up) on the blog.
If you feel like defending or elaborating on any of your votes, please feel free to share your thoughts as comments on this blog entry! If you can think of any other fun categories, let me know and I'll be happy to add them to the ballot!
I hope you have fun figuring out your answers and reminiscing about the past year with me....
Website Update: Tempted By Tori
I appreciate all of the informative and (mostly) encouraging feedback to last weekend's update both on the blog and privately by email! I hate that I haven't had a chance to respond to most of you yet. Even though I'm heading out of town in the morning to celebrate an early Christmas with family, I'll still be taking my laptop with me and I'm going to do my best to respond to your messages over the next few days, before things get too hectic with the holidays!
My main priority this week has been to put together another hot update for my members before leaving. (I also somehow managed to cram in two video-shoots this week as well).
This one's nearly an hour and a half long and I hope you enjoy it! Here are a few excerpts from the scene's official description:
"The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield to it." -- Oscar Wilde (1854-1900)
After filming Tori's unforgettable porn debut, I wasted no time inviting the masculine "DL" brother back for a solo scene. My intent was simply to give Tori's new fans a chance to get to know him a little bit better and check out his sexy young body in a more relaxed and intimate context. To spice things up, I also talked Tori into trying dildos for the very first time, but that was going to be the extent of it.
So imagine my shock and excitement when early in this scene, Tori asks ME if I want to stick my finger in his cute, tight ass! "You wanna see what it feels like?" he asks me with an embarrassed smile as he slowly slips a finger in and out of his butt. "Don't be shy!"
Now when it comes to black boys as beautiful as Tori, I never have been and probably never will be very good at resisting temptation. So you can probably already guess what happened next....needless to say, it turned out to be one of those spontaneous, surprising encounters that confirmed yet again why I LOVE making amateur porn!
Enjoy a relaxed and intimate afternoon with one of the hottest guys I've ever filmed as he strips slowly out of his clothes and shows off his slim, athletic body in a variety of seductive poses.... 
Tori then lets you watch as he lathers up in the shower, the hot water and soap-suds running sensuously down his honey-brown skin....
As he prepares to try his first dildo, Tori makes me the offer I just can't refuse. It's a moment you really have to see for yourself to fully appreciate!
"You gonna tempt me?" I ask after initially turning Tori down.
"I AM gonna tempt you," he replies with a seductive smile, "and see if you wanna put your finger in there!"
I finally figure "why the hell not?" and proceed to wedge one....then two....and eventually THREE fingers up Tori's tight and silky-warm ass....
I wiggle them around in eager exploration before using them to stretch open and FUCK that super-tight hole! Tori submits nicely to the vigorous finger-fucking, gasping and grunting and grabbing his own dick as it grows to the hardest I've seen it so far.
"You like that?" he asks me repeatedly, obviously turned on by how much I'm enjoying having my fingers shoved deep in his guts. "You like playin' with that ass?!?"
Eventually I place the camera on the tripod and kneel beside Tori to continue thrusting my fingers in and out of his ass.... 
Click here to read the rest of this scene's detailed summary and check out more hot screenshot previews.
If you're already a BBA member, click here to enjoy this scene any time you'd like!
Well, since I have to get up and drive over six hours very early in the morning, I think I'll cut this blog entry short and let you check out the scene for yourself.
I'll be out of town for over a week, so there won't be any website update Christmas weekend.
Like I mentioned earlier, I *will* have my laptop with me so feel free to communicate with me through the blog or by email. I might not be able to respond as quickly as usual, but I promise to reply as soon as I can!
Before I forget, I want to apologize to those of you hoping to purchase new BBA DVD's before the end of the year. I'd really hoped to release at least two or three new DVD's by the end of December. But keeping this website going has proven more challenging and time-consuming than I ever thought possible and unfortunately that just hasn't happened. I am determined, however, to release new DVD content in the new year, and one of my goals for 2010 will be to release at least one new DVD a month!
Wow, I have so much I want to blog about when I get back, you have no idea....reflections on the crazy, exciting year this has been, updates about your favorite BBA models, hopes and goals for BBA in 2010, plus voting for the 2nd Annual BBA Awards !
Have a great holiday, everybody!
I'll leave you with this photo from today's update of a Christmas present I'm sure many of you wouldn't mind "opening" !
