DJ’s Porn Debut

When it comes to black guys, I’d say my tastes tend to be pretty diverse. In recent years, “thugs” and masculine guys “on the down low” have been my preference, but I still find myself attracted to cute, preppy boys from time to time.

That’s how I ended up meeting DJ, my newest model. I know he won’t be everyone’s type, but this kid is absolutely beautiful to me, and that’s an adjective I don’t throw around lightly. I’m obviously attracted to all of my models to some extent, but there’s something intensely disarming and seductive about DJ’s looks and personality that I haven’t experienced with previous models. All it takes is one look or smile from him to set my heart racing wildly like I’m some stuttering schoolboy with his first crush. That’s the kind of reaction that even the sexiest hardcore thugs rarely inspire.

If you share my weakness for black boys with that “barely legal” look, I think you’re going to love DJ! He just graduated high school last month and only turned 18 a month before that. Hey, it’s not called “Black Boy Addictionz” for nothing !

I mentioned a few days ago that I was stressing out about finding a second model for a scene I’d scheduled with Eureka for Saturday afternoon. Most of the guys I’ve worked with so far came to me through ads I’ve placed online or by word of mouth. Last Thursday night, however, I was desperate enough to browse local profiles on a dating/hook-up site used primarily by young black males, and basically start propositioning the guys I thought looked cute.

When I stumbled across DJ’s profile, I was instantly infatuated with him and knew that I just had to feature him in one or more of my videos! I sent him a message explaining what I do and what I was looking for, and then desperately hoped he wouldn’t be one of those guys who get all self-righteous and “offended” by the idea.

DJ’s initial response was understandably cold and cynical, but over the course of about a dozen messages exchanged that night, his cynicism gradually evolved into a kind of cautious curiosity, concluding with a reluctant, tentative openness to the idea.

The next day, however, all of that progress seemed to have been erased. When I attempted to resume our correspondence, my heart sank when all I got in reply was something along the lines of, “Nawww, I don’t think I could ever do anything like that.” I responded by saying that I understood his reluctance, and that I’d be willing to pay extra if he ever changed his mind. A little sleazy, I know, but that’s how desperate I was to meet this kid and get him in front of my camera!

When I didn’t get any more messages from him the rest of the day, I pretty much gave up on ever hearing from him again. To my great relief and surprise, however, he started sending me messages again later that night. He must have sent me at least a dozen messages, asking tons of questions about what goes on behind the scenes of my video-shoots. He was definitely the most skeptical and inquisitive model I’ve encountered so far. I didn’t find it annoying, though. In fact, it was just the opposite. His questions were really cute and entertaining, especially when they revealed that a lot of his reluctance was more about his own insecurities about his looks and sexual skills than anything else.

I finally gave him my phone number and suggested that it might be easier to discuss things in person over the phone. We ended up talking on the phone around midnight, but it felt more like an interrogation than a conversation . Making things more challenging was the fact that DJ hadn’t seen a lot of porn before, so a lot of things I take for granted that boys his age already know, needed to be explained in more depth. DJ finally agreed to come over on Saturday afternoon, but only to talk with me in person and maybe do a “solo” scene, nothing more.

The next morning, I called Eureka and rescheduled his scene for Sunday afternoon, explaining that my hope was that by the end of the afternoon, DJ would agree to perform in an action scene with him.

When DJ showed up at my place on Saturday afternoon, he looked even cuter in person than he did in his pictures (always better than the other way around). I think he looks like he could easily be the rapper Ray J‘s little brother (I had the biggest crush on Ray J back in the day, when he was still just Brandy’s little brother). Anyone else agree?

Anyway….

DJ was almost comically tense and nervous. I tried to make him feel as comfortable as possible, but he kept the book-bag that he came in with securely draped across his shoulder, and sat on the edge of the futon looking ready to leap up and flee my apartment any minute.

Right away he asked me to show him one of my movies, so I put in The Schoolboy and the Thug and hoped it wouldn’t scare him away. It was funny to watch the look of amazement and relief that crossed his face when he realized I was the “real thing,” and not some dirty old man who’d made the whole porn thing up just to get in his pants. He looked so cute as he watched with fascination things grow more and more explicit on-screen, occasionally turning to look away in embarrassment.

I teased him about how nervous he seemed, and he explained that he’s a shy and nervous type of person. But he teased me right back, joking that I looked more nervous than him….which was probably true, considering the fact that this strikingly beautiful boy was sitting just a couple feet away from me, giving serious thought to taking his clothes off in front of me.

As we watched the movie together, I asked DJ various questions about his job, family, where he grew up, etc., and the more we talked, the more relaxed and friendly he became. He seemed sincerely impressed with the video, complimenting it repeatedly as he watched. But even then, he kept shaking his head and saying that he was just too shy to film even just a solo scene.

I basically just tried to be myself, and as the afternoon went on, DJ seemed to grow more and more comfortable around me. When we neared the end of the video, he finally blurted out, “Okay, I’ll do a solo scene!”

As I photocopied his Driver’s License (yes, he really is 18 !) and he signed the Model Release Form, DJ told me that he was shaking, that’s how nervous he was. I can’t even begin to explain how much his uncertainty and bashfulness turned me on!

Personally, I think this is the hottest solo scene I’ve filmed so far. Partly because DJ is just so damn beautiful to me. But more in terms of the experience of filming it, knowing everything that happened to get us to that point….the satisfaction of victory after a long, thrilling pursuit! The video itself will only tell part of the story, and that’s why I use this blog to share the rest of the story with you.

Early in the interview, DJ told me that I was really making him feel comfortable and helping him “shake his nerves.” I guess I must have charmed him, even though the whole time I swear it felt like he was the one seducing ME.

Take a look at these screenshots from the first part of his video….

How could anyone possibly say “no” to a smile as beautiful as that?!? I’m sure this kid’s already broken dozens of hearts in his young life….

DJ was still really shy, especially when it came time for him to strip out of his clothes, but he surprised me (and himself, I think) with how confident he grew as the video-shoot progressed. I hope you enjoy these screenshot previews from DJ’s strip-tease!

[Unfortunately, the lighting for this part of the video turned out a lot darker than I would have liked ; I even brightened these screenshots up a bit.]

Seriously, how could I not be seduced by a face as cute as that???

And don’t even get me started on how sexy DJ looks when he “sags” (one of my biggest weaknesses)….

About an hour later, as he put his clothes back on and got ready to leave, DJ beamed like a little boy who had just been on his first rollercoaster-ride.

He even started getting a little cocky, joking about how Dragon and Shyne better “watch out” now that he was on the porn scene, and saying he hoped he could become one of my “regulars” 🙂 . Talk about teenagers and their mood swings, LOL!

He agreed to come back the next day to film a scene with Eureka, but he didn’t want anyone “smashing” (fucking) him on camera. Considering how far he’d already progressed in just 24 hours, I was thrilled just to have the privilege of watching this beautiful boy in action, even if he wasn’t quite ready to do EVERYTHING I wanted to see. But that’s a story for another day….

[Update: You can now watch DJ’s porn debut, along with all of my other movies, as part of your membership to BlackBoyAddictionz.com!]