Thanks for the enthusiastic feedback from so many of you in response to my recent scene with Bandit! I’m thrilled and flattered to hear that so many of you are enjoying this scene.
To those of you complaining about me appearing in a very relatively small handful of BBA’s scenes, I fully understand that these types of scenes will ALWAYS be controversial and unappealing to some. It would be ridiculous for me to expect these types of scenes to turn on every BBA viewer, and I totally get and respect that seeing me in the scenes will inevitably disappoint and even repulse many viewers.
What I find to be hypocritical and annoying, however, is when people take this criticism to the next level by acting like their personal disgust is universally shared, complaining about me sadistically “subjecting” them to these scenes, and basically demanding that I cater to their more conventional tastes with every scene that I post.
Believe it or not, there’s a large and passionate audience for these types of scenes. All you have to do is skim the blog and website comments to see that there are MANY viewers who not only don’t share your aversion and disgust, but actually ENJOY this type of unique and taboo content! Like it or not, literally thousands of people all over the planet have been busting hot “nutts” to me popping Bandit’s cherry within the past 48 hours.
Those of you criticizing my body and looks are COMPLETELY MISSING THE POINT. I’m not suffering from some kind of delusion that makes me think I’m the next Brad Pitt or God’s gift to gay porn, LOL. I don’t take any of these insults personally because I’ve never claimed to be anything other than a pale, average-looking, out-of-shape, balding, corny/nerdy white guy with a relatively small/average dick who happens to have an incurable “black boy addiction” and decided several years ago to share that addiction with my fellow addicts 😉 .
In other words, you’re not SUPPOSED to find me attractive, and the CONTRAST between my age and looks with those of the models is kind of the whole point, LOL!
I’ve proposed a theory several times on this blog in the past that those who most viscerally despise my “dirty old man” scenes tend to be “bottoms” or “versatile bottoms” while those who enjoy them the most tend to be “tops” or “versatile tops.” Because at the end of the day, porn is primarily about a process of IDENTIFICATION and living vicariously through the performers on the screen.
So if your main interest as a porn viewer is watching hung, attractive “tops” and picturing yourself in the place of the lucky “bottoms” being fucked by them, then nine times out of ten you’re going to dislike seeing me in the scenes. On the other hand, if you are primarily IDENTIFYING WITH and envying rather than lusting after the “top,” these types of scenes will be much more arousing and appealing for you.
For those open-minded viewers with a sincere interest in better understanding why I film these types of scenes, below is a re-post of my reflections on this topic from a few years ago, attempting to explain the reasoning behind these types of scenes and their place in a long history and popular genre going back decades in both gay and straight porn:
BBA has always featured a wide variety of models and themes. In an older blog entry, I compared my diverse collection of movies to an all-you-can-eat buffet.
I realize that this variety can be frustrating for viewers who only enjoy one type of scene or another. Some people love the interracial and “gay for pay” scenes but think the black-only scenes are conventional and boring. Other people enjoy the black-only scenes but think my interracial scenes are unappealing and even offensive.
At the end of the day, everyone has different tastes and I am never going to be able to please every viewer all of the time!
Anyone who’s been following my work from the very beginning knows that one of BBA’s basic themes has always been the taboo fantasy of an older white man exploring his “addiction” to younger black males….and more uniquely, his addiction to young black male ass (“white men need ass too!”).
As I clearly advertise in the site’s preview area: “If you’re turned on by the idea of an older white cameraman enjoying the ripe young bodies of his black-boy models, I’m confident you’ll enjoy my movies!”
Now I can certainly understand and respect that these types of scenes are not going to be everybody’s cup of tea. My interracial scenes always have been and always will be controversial. The recent comments left by some of you on the blog are actually pretty mild and tame compared to some of the hostile things I’ve heard over the years.
I’ve been called just about every name in the book, usually by jealous, bitter queens upset that I pull hotter black boys than them, LOL. I’ve even received death threats from people who hate the very idea of any black male bending over for a hard white dick!
So negative reactions to me being in the scenes is nothing new.
But let me make something very clear: I never have and never will let complaints, insults, and objections stop me from making the kind of unique and taboo porn that turns me (and many others) on!
If you dislike the scenes in which I perform with the models, DON’T WATCH THEM!!! It’s really that simple.
I understand that some of you don’t mind the interracial themes overall, but are unable to enjoy my encounters with the boys because you’re turned off by my body and looks. I’m not offended by any of these comments, as I’ve never pretended to be a “porn star” or have a model’s good looks. I’ve never claimed to be anything other than an older, average-looking white guy exploring his attraction to younger black males.
Those of you posting comments criticizing my looks are entitled to your opinion, but you’re also *completely missing the point!*
These scenes were never intended to be about my body or looks, except to the extent that my pasty-white skin, out-of-shape body, nerdy average looks, etc. are part of the taboo fantasy. I strongly disagree with the assumption that every participant in every gay porn scene needs to be in-shape and attractive for it to be hot.
My “dirty old man” scenes have never been about my body or looks. They are ultimately about the viewer *identifying with* and envying me, similar to straight guys watching straight porn and identifying with the oftentimes average-looking, older guys getting to fuck the hot young females.
But straight guys don’t complain about unattractive guys being in the scenes because their focus is on the hot young females and they are imagining themselves in the place of the men lucky enough to enjoy their tempting young bodies.
Last but not least, it’s funny to me how people only see what they want to see when it comes to my interracial scenes. Those of you complaining about my scenes looking like rape, exploitation, molestation, etc., conveniently ignore the fact that in many of my interracial scenes, the hot young black guy is just as turned on by me as I am by him!
Just look at my encounters with guys like Tori, Eddie, Kenny, and Mookiie for examples of scenes where the black models’ dicks are rock-hard throughout most of the scene, and the sexual chemistry is unmistakable and intense.
I’m certainly not claiming that all of my interracial scenes are like this, but some of you would be surprised to know just how many times I’ve actually had to turn down a model’s off-camera advances and tell him to save it for the camera 😉 !
As much as some of you don’t want to believe it, the whole “white daddy with black boy” fetish can and frequently does work both ways!
If you’re *only* interested in predictable porn scenes starring eager hot black guys having sex with each other, to the point that you can’t just ignore the scenes that you don’t like, then BBA probably isn’t the website for you.
And if my participation in some of the scenes bothers you that much, there are plenty of other porn sites out there better suited to your more conventional tastes!