Category Archive: Behind the Scenes

Website Update: Unfinished Business #2 – Virginity Lost

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When you see what he finally agreed to do this time around, I think you’ll understand why our returning fan favorite insisted once again that it only be seen by BBA’s members. In fact, keeping his name and face a mystery was the only way he’d even agree to take things to such a shocking extreme.

“I know you people have been wanting to see this,” he explains at the start of this scene, bent over a chair with his sweatpants yanked down and his tempting bubble-butt fully exposed. “So I’m going to give it a try and see how it goes!”

Join me for my surprising “sequel” with this popular straight model as he finally takes things to the ULTIMATE LEVEL!

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Saturday Night “Reunion”

Cory and Tay at Cheesecake Factory

Guess who finally came back to town for another visit?

I took the above pic while out to dinner with Cory and Tay this past Saturday night. It probably won’t surprise you to learn that these two boys have actually stayed in touch and become long-distance friends since first meeting during their intensely erotic “handcuffs” scene together during Tay’s first visit here around the end of last year. This dinner was their first time seeing each other since then.

It was fun getting to know both guys a little better and enjoying their company apart from the more limited and sometimes stressful environment of a video-shoot. Random observations/recollections from the night:

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Dragon & Shyne: From Co-Stars to Rivals

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I haven’t heard anybody comparing the second scene between Dragon and Shyne to their first encounter in The Schoolboy and the Thug. Personally, I think the actual fucking in both videos is pretty damn hot, but I suspect that it had to be obvious to anyone paying attention that the chemistry between Dragon and Shyne in their “reunion” scene was very different than it was during the scene filmed just minutes after they met for the first time.

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I’m still curious to hear people’s thoughts about this, but I might as well make it official: Dragon and Shyne no longer like each other very much. You can see hints of it in that second scene, and it never improved after that. They aren’t bitter enemies or anything that dramatic, but they certainly aren’t friends and neither boy wants to perform with the other again.

It actually makes me sort of sad, to tell you the truth, but I tend to be a little melodramatic that way (leave it to a Libra to get all sentimental over porn, LOL). They seemed to get along so well during their first video-shoot together, and as I’ve mentioned before, that whole experience overall was very special and memorable for me, for a variety of reasons.

My sense (and I might be totally wrong about this) is that Dragon developed a crush on Shyne that first day, but for Shyne it was only about tappin’ that ass and makin’ that cash. When Dragon realized his attraction to Shyne wasn’t being reciprocated, his way of dealing with it was to focus on Shyne’s imperfections and exaggerate them in his mind until he felt like a fool for ever being attracted to the guy in the first place. Not to mention the fact that both boys had very different personalities to begin with. In my thirty-plus years of living, it’s been my experience that these types of “opposites attract” scenarios almost always end up in disappointment and sometimes even hostility toward the initially appealing partner.

Now maybe I’ve read this all wrong, but I like to think I have a fairly good intuition about these things. Regardless, Dragon and Shyne are now more like porn rivals than co-stars, and it’s highly doubtful they’ll be performing in any more scenes together. I know this will come as disappointing news for some of you, but at least I was able to capture on film two hot and memorable scenes for all of Dragon’s and Shyne’s fans to beat off to for years to come 😉 !

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Eureka’s Lucky Day: The “Story-Behind-The-Story” of “Desiring DJ”

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There’s an interesting little “story-behind-the-story” of Desiring DJ that I haven’t revealed to anyone until now. I couldn’t quite figure out how to work it into the video’s official summary for AMVC, but knowing this extra information makes the video even more exciting and entertaining, in my opinion, and I hope you’ll agree.

It turns out that Eureka and DJ had already met once before the day of their first video-shoot together. They both seemed rather embarrassed and reluctant to talk about it, but insisted that nothing sexual had ever taken place between them.

Piecing together all of the evidence and reading between the lines, I suspect what happened was that they’d chatted online awhile back and later met in person for a potential hook-up, but for whatever reason DJ wasn’t attracted to Eureka and either politely or not-so-politely turned down his sexual advances.

Skip ahead several months to both boys meeting once again when I pair them up in a scene together, and DJ reluctantly agrees….for the right price….to allow Eureka the kind of intimate access to his body that had formerly been denied.

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I decided to call the video Desiring DJ partly because it chronicles my own helpless infatuation with DJ, but also because it tells the story of Eureka finally getting the chance to satisfy his own long-unfulfilled lust for the boy. It’s almost like Eureka knows it’s his lucky day, like he knows that under any other circumstance he wouldn’t be allowed to enjoy this kind of sexual intimacy with DJ, and you can see throughout the video his determination to get the most out of this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.

From the moment DJ first walks through the door, it’s obvious that Eureka can’t wait to enjoy this second chance to get his hands on the pretty-boy who’d previously rejected him. I could have just as easily called the video DEVOURING DJ based on the way Eureka pounces on DJ like a ravenous wolf attacking its prey 😉 ! There’s this unmistakable look of lust and hunger in Eureka’s eyes as he begins to kiss and undress DJ, and as the video-shoot progresses you can see it morph into something more cocky and devilish as he gloats over his lucky “conquest.”

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It’s not really aggressive or mean-spirited or anything, but more like a look of satisfaction and mild bragging, as if he’s reminding himself (and the viewers) on a minute-by-minute basis of just how privileged he is to be able to lick DJ’s tight young ass and sink his dick into DJ’s warm, wet mouth….

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I still can’t get over just how fucking hot it looks to see Eureka’s massive black dick stretching open DJ’s cute little pretty-boy mouth, as you can see in the screenshot teasers above….

Now that you know a little more of the back-story, if you want to watch things develop from beginning to end, you can check out the full-length movie by clicking here.

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The Luckiest White Boy On The Planet

DJ and Joey

Once again, I’m sorry for not blogging at all this past week! I know, I know….I’m starting to sound like some asshole boyfriend who spends weekends getting drunk with his buddies, but then every Monday shows up at his girlfriend’s with flowers and lame excuses.

Things really have been sort of crazy lately….I’ve barely spent any time at my own apartment for the past couple months (I’m actually composing this while away from home). Plus, as I mentioned before, I’ve really been stressing out about this wild roller-coaster-ride of an election season….not to mention the scary economy which will almost certainly have an effect on the amateur porn business.

I haven’t had much free time to devote to filming or blogging lately. I did have a video-shoot scheduled last Friday night with this sexy young thug whose looks rival those of my best-looking models so far, but the kid ended up being a no-call/no-show, and I haven’t heard from him since. I’m thinking he was either playing games all along, or maybe he just got cold feet at the last minute. I’ve been doing this long enough to know that being stood up is an inescapable part of this business, but it still pisses me off every time it happens. I think the fact that it ended up wasting my Friday night made it even worse.

On a more positive note, I’ve finished editing my next video, and it should go on sale within the next couple weeks. In some ways it’s a kind of sequel to Desiring DJ, and I strongly recommend watching the one before the other, but it can also be enjoyed on its own.

I’m calling it Joey’s First Black Boy, since it’s a kind of “reality porn” look at a cute, preppy white boy’s first interracial encounter….with none other than the bashful young DJ, who I was able to talk into going all the way in this, his second hardcore video-shoot (and his first time with a white guy as well).

I’ll be sure to post more screenshot previews and hopefully a video preview or two just as soon as I get back to my apartment, but until then here’s a restored version of something I posted on the blog a few months ago:

Last Sunday, I finally met Joey, a cute, 20-year-old white college-boy who I’d been talking to off and on since I started making videos last September, about the possibility of him performing in some interracial scenes. Most of the white guys who express an interest in working with me are older and not even remotely attractive, and/or greedy “bottoms” who want to be humiliated, gang-banged, pissed on, etc., by a bunch of aggressive ghetto thugs. Not that there’s anything wrong with that, as Seinfeld used to say, but that’s obviously not the type of video I’m interested in making. Joey was a surprising change of pace….young, slim, attractive, AND primarily interested in being a “top.”

When I met Joey for the first time on Sunday, the surprises kept coming. First, he admitted that he’d only actually had sex with two guys before, and always in the context of serious dating relationships. I thought that was really cute and sweet, but sort of unexpected for a guy wanting to star in porn, LOL!

Joey also confessed that he’d never had sex with a black guy before….he’d never even met a gay or bisexual black guy before, at least not that he was aware of. Again, that caught me totally off guard. I’d just assumed that a white boy contacting a studio called “Black Boy Addictionz” would already have some experience with interracial sex.

But I wasn’t complaining! In fact, it made me even more excited about working with Joey to think that I’d be able to capture his first time with a black guy on film. That’s why I love amateur, documentary-style “reality porn” so much….because real-life stories like Joey’s are ten times hotter than anything I could come up with in some scripted video with actors.

As you know, I’ve been dying to work with DJ again since first filming him a little over a week ago, and we’ve been in negotiations about  if and when he’d be willing to get fucked on camera. I hadn’t brought up the idea of him doing any interracial scenes just yet, however….of course secretly I’ve been dreaming of the day I’d get lucky enough to enjoy DJ myself, should he ever be willing to do a scene with me….but I didn’t want to bring that idea up too soon and risk scaring him away for good.

I decided that DJ could be a good partner for Joey’s first time, since he’s also a newbie and wouldn’t be as intimidating. When I sent DJ an email with a couple of Joey’s photos and a brief explanation of the scene I was hoping to film, I honestly had no idea how he’d respond. The next day I got a message from him saying something like, “I ain’t been with a white boy before but yeah I’ll do it.”

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A Special Greeting From Everybody’s Favorite “Schoolboy”

Dragon With His Backpack
Dragon continues attending school out of state, and unfortunately he hasn’t been back to visit or film anything in awhile. He still stays in touch on a regular basis, however, and he’s always curious to hear how the business is going, how his videos are selling, what new models I’ve worked with, what scenes I’ve filmed recently, etc. He also checks in on the blog from time to time, and I know he loves reading the feedback as well as receiving emails from his fans.

He recently sent me the following update and asked me to post it for everyone to read on the blog:

what have i been up to. really i have just been going to school and meeting all sorts of people. i’ve made new friends and let go alot of people that i really dont and never did belong in my life. i have been getting older mentally and have reached a level of maturity that most my age wont hit until their later years. no i have not looked at any of the bigger porn companies i just chose to let time take its course. i would however love to and enjoy the honor of thanking everyone who has bought any of the bba entertainment vids. i would also like to thank those who have followed me since the start and i am truly grateful for all of your compliments and questions. you all can email me at Rickeykingofheartsb@gmail.com. i will answer ALL emails received. thank you again for all of your support best wishes to all.

Dragon also gave me permission to share with everyone some of these casual, personal photos of himself. He’s not naked or having sex in any of them, but I figured some of the dedicated Dragon fans out there (and there seem to be many) might enjoy seeing them anyway.

After all, part of my purpose in keeping this blog is to let my customers and readers get to know the people behind the porn-shoots in a way you’re usually not able to with the bigger professional companies. Even though I’ve spent a fair amount of time with Dragon in recent months, these photos still made my heart skip a beat, reminding me of just how irresistibly cute he really is, and how lucky we all are that he’s agreed to share himself so intimately with the porn-viewing public!

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DJ’s Porn Debut

DJ's Audition

When it comes to black guys, I’d say my tastes tend to be pretty diverse. In recent years, “thugs” and masculine guys “on the down low” have been my preference, but I still find myself attracted to cute, preppy boys from time to time.

That’s how I ended up meeting DJ, my newest model. I know he won’t be everyone’s type, but this kid is absolutely beautiful to me, and that’s an adjective I don’t throw around lightly. I’m obviously attracted to all of my models to some extent, but there’s something intensely disarming and seductive about DJ’s looks and personality that I haven’t experienced with previous models. All it takes is one look or smile from him to set my heart racing wildly like I’m some stuttering schoolboy with his first crush. That’s the kind of reaction that even the sexiest hardcore thugs rarely inspire.

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If you share my weakness for black boys with that “barely legal” look, I think you’re going to love DJ! He just graduated high school last month and only turned 18 a month before that. Hey, it’s not called “Black Boy Addictionz” for nothing !

I mentioned a few days ago that I was stressing out about finding a second model for a scene I’d scheduled with Eureka for Saturday afternoon. Most of the guys I’ve worked with so far came to me through ads I’ve placed online or by word of mouth. Last Thursday night, however, I was desperate enough to browse local profiles on a dating/hook-up site used primarily by young black males, and basically start propositioning the guys I thought looked cute.

When I stumbled across DJ’s profile, I was instantly infatuated with him and knew that I just had to feature him in one or more of my videos! I sent him a message explaining what I do and what I was looking for, and then desperately hoped he wouldn’t be one of those guys who get all self-righteous and “offended” by the idea.

DJ’s initial response was understandably cold and cynical, but over the course of about a dozen messages exchanged that night, his cynicism gradually evolved into a kind of cautious curiosity, concluding with a reluctant, tentative openness to the idea.

The next day, however, all of that progress seemed to have been erased. When I attempted to resume our correspondence, my heart sank when all I got in reply was something along the lines of, “Nawww, I don’t think I could ever do anything like that.” I responded by saying that I understood his reluctance, and that I’d be willing to pay extra if he ever changed his mind. A little sleazy, I know, but that’s how desperate I was to meet this kid and get him in front of my camera!

When I didn’t get any more messages from him the rest of the day, I pretty much gave up on ever hearing from him again. To my great relief and surprise, however, he started sending me messages again later that night. He must have sent me at least a dozen messages, asking tons of questions about what goes on behind the scenes of my video-shoots. He was definitely the most skeptical and inquisitive model I’ve encountered so far. I didn’t find it annoying, though. In fact, it was just the opposite. His questions were really cute and entertaining, especially when they revealed that a lot of his reluctance was more about his own insecurities about his looks and sexual skills than anything else.

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Gossip-Hungry Gay Boys and Jealous Drama Queens, Spoiling Amateur Porn For Everyone!

I’m beginning to see how the stereotype of the cold, heartless porn producer originated. Once again, I’m feeling like it’s almost impossible for a producer to have any kind of compassion or concern for his models, and still survive and succeed in the business. Once again, I’m torn between my concern for my models as people, and my need to make smart choices as a businessman.

Last weekend, I received a panic-stricken email from one of my models, begging me to take down anything that shows his face. Apparently, the wrong gay people found out about my videos and started spreading gossip and malicious rumors throughout the gay online community in my city, eventually reaching friends and family outside that community as well. One person even stooped so low as to publish a profile on one of the more popular black hook-up sites under the screenname “We_GotAIDS,” listing names, photos, and personal info about several of my models.

I’m 99% certain that one of the people behind it is a guy who’s contacted me several times expressing a desire to do some videos for me. This past Saturday night, he grew hostile and threatening when I politely turned him down. You know how sometimes you can tell that somebody’s not quite “right” just by looking at their pics? This guy looked like a hateful, conniving asshole from the start, and it didn’t take him long to prove my assumptions correct. Unfortunately, he seems hell-bent on spreading gossip and lies about me and my models, thus polluting my pool of potential models (at least those who are gay and bisexual) and potentially causing real harm to the lives and reputations of guys I care about.

I really am too naive and trusting sometimes. When I started this amateur porn project, I totally underestimated the number of hateful, vindictive, ugly human beings out there who don’t give a second thought about destroying other people’s lives if it brings them a little attention; the “crabs in the barrel” who can’t stand seeing others succeed.

One of my models is taking the whole thing particularly hard. He knew when he filmed his scenes there was a risk that people would find out, but he was still mostly closeted and emotionally unprepared, I think, to be exposed in such a cruel and humiliating way. I have tried to tell him that he shouldn’t let the harassment get under his skin; that he is better than the hateful people trying to tear him down; that he still has a bright future ahead of him; that I care about him as more than just a cute model; and that he is welcome to come over any time he needs to get away or just wants a sympathetic listener.

Dragon had to suffer through something similar when his videos first came out. I  also remember witnessing the same kind of thing happen several times when I was a regular “Cocodorm” member. It’s no wonder that the black gay porn industry is dominated by feminine bottom-types who couldn’t hide their sexual orientations if they wanted to…..all the masculine boys are driven into the closet by these shameless gossip-queen bitches who have nothing better to do than expose amateur porn stars!

And that’s one of the ironies about all of this….it’s the guys who love to watch porn and complain about the lack of hot masculine porn stars who are the same ones exposing and attacking their peers who choose to make porn as HIV-infected “sluts” and “ho’s,” thus driving more hot boys away from the porn industry and into the closet.

I don’t know if it’s worse in the black community in general (the flip-side of something usually so positive, a more expansive and intimate family and social network?); or maybe my city is just too damn small, even for an amateur producer like me; or maybe the black gay boys in my city are just particularly vicious and judgmental???

Whatever the cause, the fact that this has already happened to almost all of my models is extremely frustrating and depressing. Making videos with the types of guys I’m attracted to is going to grow increasingly difficult if there’s a mafia of gossip-hungry drama-queens constantly waiting for every blog update as their next chance to expose another one of my models. Every time I post screenshot previews or video clips, I will have to worry that the models involved (at least the gay and bisexual boys) will most likely be exposed, mocked, and humiliated. Even the straight boys are at risk for exposure if some evil gay boy happens to recognize them.

I’ve already removed the blog posts featuring a certain model’s action scenes, at least until he goes off to college in a few weeks, even though it will certainly have a negative impact on my video sales. But I can’t exactly do this every time a model gets “outed,” and I don’t want to settle for filming porn that only features out-and-proud gay men.

I’m really at an emotional and professional impasse here….

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Why Are My Videos So Damn QUIET?!?

I love watching loud, raunchy, aggressive sex.

The kind of sex where the “top” takes control both physically and verbally. Sometimes it’s an attitude of confidence or even cockiness, with the “top” barking orders like, “Yeah, swallow that dick!” or “You gonna give me some of that ass?!?” or “Take that dick!” Other times, it’s more intense and aggressive, verbal taunting like “Get on your knees and suck this motherfuckin’ dick!” or “Yeah, choke on that dick!” or “Damn, you takin’ that dick like a bitch!” etc. etc.

The kind of sex where the “bottom” gasps and winces and groans….not with girlish squeals of ecstasy, but masculine grunts of resistance and endurance, pain mingled with pleasure, and maybe even a bit of humiliation about the fact that his ASS is being enjoyed by another man. Ass is sure as hell not pussy, and when a man gets fucked in his ass, it’s a very different kind of experience from a woman enjoying vaginal intercourse. For me, it’s the fact that there’s something difficult and “unnatural” about a man’s asshole being penetrated that makes it so hot to watch. That’s probably why I’m so turned on by watching inexperienced “tops” take dick….the pained facial expressions, the muscles tightened defensively, the squirming discomfort with occasional flashes of reluctant pleasure….all of that depicts a kind of conquest, the surrendering of one man’s body to another, that is intensely arousing to watch.

Rough, verbal sex almost always makes for hotter porn, in my opinion. Isn’t porn ultimately about the art of exaggeration, taking our fantasies and fetishes and making them almost ridiculously explicit and larger than life? So it’s no wonder that the best porn usually involves a little bit of aggression and “dirty talk.”

That brings me to my biggest disappointment with my own videos so far: the fact that they’re so damn QUIET!

I’ve been recognizing this as a weakness in my videos for awhile now, and a couple of you have brought it up lately, so I figured it was as good a time as any to discuss it on the blog. In all of my videos, I think there are plenty of arousing visuals and memorable action. Even the natural sounds of dick-sucking, ball-slurping, butt-licking, and ass-fucking can be a real turn-on. But I’ll be the first to admit that my videos lack the kind of aggressive edge and verbal exchanges I’d prefer!

Part of this can’t be helped, I’m afraid. At least not until I find some places other than my apartment where I can film. There are coffee-shops and restaurants right next to where I live, which means I have very little privacy because people are almost always around (if you’ve watched any of my videos, you’ve probably already heard the sounds of people laughing, dogs barking, children playing, etc. in the background). Plus, I have a neighbor living in an apartment right next to me, and the walls in my apartment building are frustratingly thin. So sadly, rough and verbal sex isn’t much of an option for me until I find some other places to shoot.

Still, I know things could be at least a LITTLE more energetic than they’ve been so far. It seems like the guys I’ve worked with so far just aren’t the aggressive or verbal types. As a couple of you have already pointed out, part of this is no doubt due to the fact that all of the guys I’ve worked with have never done anything like this before, so they’re understandably going to be a little nervous and inhibited throughout their first video-shoots. Most of the guys I’ve worked with so far also tend to be quiet, laid-back types, and when they have sex it’s just naturally quiet and laid-back like their personalities.

I’m no exception. I can get a little dominant physically sometimes….grabbing a guy’s head while he’s sucking my dick, smacking my hard dick against his face, fairly standard stuff like that….but I’ve never done a very good job at being verbally dominant. I basically have two expressions that I use on a regular basis: “Ahhh, that feels good!”….and “You like that?!?” Even with those rather corny and mild expressions, I usually feel ridiculous when I hear the words come out of my mouth!

Shyne likes to tease me about this, and tells me that I need to come up with some “new material.” Not that he has any room to talk, considering the fact that he’s almost comically quiet during his scenes, even when he’s obviously enjoying himself.

And that brings up another issue. My basic porn philosophy as an amateur producer has been to let the guys be themselves and just film whatever happens with little to no coaching or interference from me. The sex might be mediocre, it might be awful, and maybe, just maybe, it will be sizzling-hot….but whatever happens, it will be REAL.

But lately I’ve begun to realize that a little more “directing” from me might be necessary, especially when working with shy, nervous, and/or sexually inexperienced models. Still, I worry that too much coaching from me might cross the line between authentic amateur porn and phony, exaggerated “acting.”

Like many of you, I’d like to see things get a little more intense and dirty and verbal in future videos. I will strive to direct the action a little more, without spoiling its spontaneity and authenticity. As I evolve as a producer/director, I will also continue to evolve as a performer, hopefully growing more confident and creative and daring in future videos. Plus, I will continue finding new models, and I’m sure some of them will be more naturally wild and outgoing and aggressive in the bedroom than the guys I’ve featured so far.

Trust me, I’m my own worst critic, and things will only get hotter from here….

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Whose Ass Was Tastier?!?

Eating Jay's Ass

I just got the following message from a fan of my videos. It made me laugh, and I thought I’d share it with my blog readers:

i am not one pressed for dick, but really wouldnt turn down a chance to suck off cortez. so have you heard from him recently and how is jay, you know they have to do a video together next right lol and whose dick and ass was tastier cortez or jay?

Of course that is an impossible question to answer, LOL! That’s like asking a little kid to choose between candy and ice-cream 😉 !

Both Jay and Cortez had two of the sweetest asses and most delicious dicks I’ve ever had the privilege of tasting! If I absolutely had to choose, I’d probably pick Jay’s dick over Cortez’s, and Cortez’s ass over Jay’s.

I liked the way Jay’s smaller-sized dick slid smoothly in and out of my mouth; the smooth texture of its caramel skin; as well as its salty-sweet taste.

Jay’s ass, on the other hand, had a clean, almost soapy, taste to it, probably because his video-shoot started in the morning, only an hour or so after he’d showered.

In contrast, I filmed my scene with Cortez well after midnight, and his ass had that sweaty, musky taste and smell that only a young thug’s ass can have. Plus, his asshole was so tiny and unbelievably tight, and it was a huge turn-on to be granted (reluctant) access to that most private, protected part of his body that even his countless “bitches” had never dared to explore!

I agree that a scene with Jay and Cortez together would be a porn dream come true, but I wouldn’t get your hopes up. I think we’ll see 50 Cent elected President before that happens, LOL! Even if by some miracle they both agreed to do it, I doubt I’d have enough cash on hand to make it happen. Still, it’s a hot fantasy….

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